疑惑

有时候我真的不知道你是否真心喜欢我？
心中充满了疑惑。。。
我无悔的付出最终能换回来什么？
曾经听你说你是怎么为了她付出。。。
我知道我不能拿这作比较。。
但是心里总是会有酸酸的滋味。。
得到幸福真的是那么难的吗？
曾经伤害过别人的心，难到这就是我的报应吗？
我告诉我自己我会等。。
等什么？
等幸福的降临吗？
我也不晓得，我只知道我唯有等。。。
除了这样我还能做什么？

有点忙的我。。。(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

真的好久没update了
我的blog铺满了厚厚的尘，嘻嘻。。。
最近都在忙，quiz一个一个接着来
assignment也是没有给你喘息的机会。。。
mid-term也要霸占了放假的心情。。。
又要开学了，又要回到闷闷的cyber了。。。
开始不舍得家里的感觉。。。
因为在下个月开始我没什么机会回家了！
‘有排’忙了。。

明天一大早要回家乡扫墓，清明节到了。。。
不知为何有种哀伤的感觉。。
可能是思念爷爷的心吧，
不知不觉爷爷离开差不多有一年了。。。
但总觉得他无时无刻都在我们身边保佑着我们。。。

最近身体状况不是很好，
皮肤敏感，手脚身体都有很多红疹。。
害我不敢穿短裤。。。 唉。。。。
有什么药可以介绍给我呢？

还剩半个学期就考试了，
不能再偷懒了！
加油吧。。

Bad Luck de SuN

Sunny really bad luck recently..
Sunny not bright like before anymore...
Sunny's bad luck come and visit her everyday this week...

Sunny's student ID was lost.
Sunny's hostel door spoiled and she can't get in the room.
Sunny `kena saman' because of late re-registration for hostel.
Sunny's little car `kena clamp' at cyberia.
Sunny's handphone dropped inside the toilet bowl and she use her hand to pick it up.

What will happen next?

情人节

别人总是这样问我。。。
他们说：你男朋友叻？
我说：我没有男朋友。
他们说：怎么可能？那一定很多人追吧？
我说：一个也没有。
他们说：不信咯。。。你骗人吧。。。
我说：。。。。。。。

我的样子看起来像不能缺乏男友的人吗？
怎么那么多人不信我阿？＝＝||

二月十四到了。。情人节嘛。。
也算是头一次没情人相伴
没有情人的我，也没人约的我，是怎么度过情人节的呢？
就是跟一班单身寡佬去玩啦。。。。
哈。。。 没有预先计划。。。
吃了火锅，想去唱歌，但是都满座了。。。
心血来潮的其中一位寡佬提议去小云顶。。。
不会路的我们靠着电话问朋友误打误撞到达了目的地。。
那儿的夜景真的很棒，是情人们的好去处。。。
到处都是一对一对的，连餐厅都只限制情人套餐。。。
唉。。。好无奈哦。。。
坐着欣赏夜景时，姐姐打来邀我去喝喝酒。。
哈。。姐还是头一次邀我顺便介绍她男友给我。。
酒精到头上，平时没什么沟通的姐妹，
在这时候也变得格外多话题。
我千叮宁万叮宁要那男的对我姐好，毕竟她是我唯一的姐。
家家有本难念的经，有时候幸福不是理所当然的。

傻傻的我曾以为有些事情的发生就可以当作不以为以，
可以控制脑子不去想不去面对，但往往却控制不到自己的心。
或许这就是报应吧，曾经伤害过别人的心，现在轮到自己了。

Sem Break

Lalala... busy sem break...
Now only got time to update my blog....
Just roughly tell you guys what I did after exam lo....

After exam, of course must throw party lo ... haha...
is farewell party for sensei , japanese teacher in MMU
She's going back to Japan le....

She's a kawaii , friendly and nice sensei although i knew her about 1 month plus only...
Sensei, I wish can hang out with you again ooo, wish you all the best in Japan..... ^^
After that , went clubbing with friends... then what happen? then drunk jor lor.... haha....

Next is Langkawi trip ,I had quite a long time dint go for a trip with friends ...
Before go to Langkawi , I'm quite moody der(special thanks to the 2 ppl that 安慰 me)...
But luckily still having a lot of fun at there ....
And this was the first flight trip in my life time ... On the way to the airport, I'm superb tired ...........
Langkawi trip gang .... Sunset at Langkawi , I love it..........................
My cafe!!! Wakaka.....................

I found a nice place at there....
that can let me lying down watching the sky, the moon, the stars in the night peacefully...
and listening to the sound of ocean waves....
It's really enjoy......

Langkawi trip finished!! What next??
Next is WORK !!! Haiz.........................
I had spent a lot of money at there, so I need to earn back the money ^^
Other people suffer 1st then only go enjoy, but I terbalik pula... haha.....
This is also my first time work as promoter....

After this 7 days? CNY dao liao....
Yea... It's CNY ... MooMoo year.... Gong Xi Fa Cai to every1......
I don't have any CNY mood this year because I cant go to friend's house bai nian due to my grandpa had passed away last year.....
But luckily still can go out watch movie , sing k , and have a drink with friends ....

It's really a busy + special sem break
And also leave some unforgettable memory in my life
(too many things happen on me in this 3 weeks).......
I'm a lil unhappy and moody again now.....T_T

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When I drink too much , I will
Bite people la..
Hit people la..
Pinch people la..
Kacau people la..
Talk nonsense la..
Talk stupid things la..
Do stupid things la..
Even scold people la..

I'm here wanna apologize to many people la....
Don't care + don't mind about what I had said and done la....
I'm talking nonsense only...
Really SORRY and thank you to you guys.....

Stay away from me if I get drunk...
^^

LAst Day of 2008

What I have done in year 2008??
-Working for almost half year
-Start my uni life in July
-Waste money!!!
-Crazy in shopping
-Pinch people all the time hehe

Sad things that happened on me in year 2008
-My grandpa passed away T_T
-My purple watch!!!!!!!!!!
-Fail to maintain the relationship with ~~~~~

What I had gain in year 2008
-Learn not to simply start a relationship in a rush
-MMU friends ^_^

What I wish to do in coming 2009
-Enjoy my uni life
-Get a better purple watch
-Wonderful 21
-Try not to hate cyber :P
-stay pretty always.. ^^